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To be honest there is nothing much about me worth knowing. I live in an island, enjoys being a photographer at times and dance like no one else business. Thats all. I can't think what to write for now so it just stays like this. Welcome to the little life of mine and lets try not to get utterly bored, shall we?

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We're all mad here


Off to Broadway and Emerald City!
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 @ 2/28/2012 12:48:00 PM


So you all probably heard of Wicked playing in Singapore's MBS these days? Yep, the night before I went Taiwan, I was all dressed and fluffed up to watch Wicked. To be honest, I was anticipating this almost as much as the Taiwan trip itself.

Being SUPER anxious and excited about it since that was my first time watching a musical (and its not just any musical but one that gets three nods from the Tony) I was completely captivated by the whole stage. Trust me, it was REALLY REALLY WORTH every dollar of my $98.00. Everything from the lights, props and cast was well, wicked. The only pity was that I should have splurge more and gotten a closer seat. Oh well.

The magnificent singing! At the end, Zoey and I were completely blown away and while she was wondering how they could constantly sing in such a powerful manner for almost every day for their performances, I was giving them a standing ovation. 

My favourite song (no surprise either since it is a crowd's favourite too) would be this:


This song tittled " Defying Gravity" played just before the end of Act1 so everyone was humming the tune as we got out of the theatre.

Sad to say though, on a whole I thought that most of the people that attend such an event are well, too posh for my liking. Maybe because I'm not used to it, but it kind of reminded me of a scene from How I Met Your Mother when the main character Ted was surrounded by high class/ douchey people as his best friends called them and they were all clinking champagne, talking in different accents commenting and critiquing on the play like some pretentious experts.

Then it took me one moment to realize, that I was mingling with the same crowd of people. ONE OF THEM one of them one of them-minus the champagne. I was in a strapless dress with heels and a tad bit of makeup after all. Random fact: Heels are not made for the narrow roads of Singapore! I sprained my ankle while boarding off bus 186 on Shenton Way on an unsuspecting kerb. But survived obviously, to watch the Musical.

Broadway with all its glamour felt almost like golf, a luxury. That got me rather thoughtful for a while and then sad because I do enjoy the dressing up and whole process of attending the musical. God help us we are all sinners. HAHA but then on a lighter note, I felt that Wicked was true and honest, a story with its theme based on looking past the exterior but on the inner side of everyone so I felt happy that I know I felt guilty for wanting to look posh and that makes all the difference in the world. And then I felt better because of the knowledge I gained and telling myself it was an experience after all and guilty back again because I thought I was lightening my own guilt by thinking like this.


(As usual, this is NOT a lesbian shot)

Pretty contradictory right? So I told myself to not think so much and just live in the moment :D

Ultimately, I love going to watch Broadway shows! Just the set itself is mesmerising one can only dream of participating in it! It is as one might say, devilishly wicked. However, some of their speech are slightly hard to decipher due to the casts' individual accents but then because everything else was pretty much well- done, it didn't really affect the progress of the show that much. 

This is probably not going to be my last Broadway show. And until then, I'm going to be making lots of money to fund it.

Oh wait, I forgot to blog about the Taiwan trip! Just wait! It will be coming up real soon!

found some lost some
Wednesday, February 15, 2012 @ 2/15/2012 03:59:00 PM






and to you, I give you the rose.
@ 2/15/2012 12:24:00 AM

Guess who received a rose this Valentine's? Haha ok I'm showing off. It's a lie if I said I didn't like it. Just as I told Darling Partner, its not love that I'm really into but the concept of falling in love and doing all this impractical shit. But since I already did majority of this impractical stuff on my own, there is hardly any use for the guy. Pretty high benchmark for you, future boyfriend!

(Just kidding! Tip to all guys out there: ALL GIRLS LIKE ROSES EVEN IF THEY SAY THEY DON'T THOUGH!)



Anyway why am I even digressing? Yep, I got a rose and walked down the streets of Orchard Road with it looking like this :D .


THIS IS NOT A LESBIAN SHOT!


Damn it! Almost everyone gave us a weird look according to Zoey after she brought me a stalk of rose for $10 seriously, talk about extortion. I was blissfully unaware of all the passerby, just happy with the flower to suit well, me-the flower hahaha omfg I sound so girly and gross!


Still, it's Valentine's Day! Tralalala I get to be girly and gross! Oh well, I swear the rose does wonders to my logic. I don't even sound rational!


Don't understand why she suddenly so nice to me plus I accidentally dented her second season of HIMYM out of the six she loaned me. Sooo now I'm super scared of her reaction when she finds out about this at home so, combined with the $10 rose is now like double guilt. ZOMG.


On a unrelated yet related subject, after a while when I started resuming my senses, I realized how hard is it to be a LGBT after being mistaken for one! HAHA you cannot totally expose your identity hence must suppress your love even during Valentine's or people just look at you weirdly... oh well. C'mon spread the love! I'm totally cool with it. I know one gay and plenty of lesbians (talk about being in same sex school for 10 years) and they are dead funny so lighten up people!


Also, this is probably going to be my last post before I go Taiwan so wish me luck! Don't miss me too much because there is going to be tons of fantastic updates when I'm back!


P.S: If there is one thing in life I know I suck in is: adapting. I cannot adapt to new Blogger interface so just keep it as it is now until I am forced to change.

and I'm saving all my love for yoooou
Monday, February 13, 2012 @ 2/13/2012 10:56:00 AM

First Michael, now Whitney. I don't really know what to say. Whitney Houston. Just hearing her name alone already have so much star power. You know she's one hell of a singer and her songs, one hell of a song.


I cried yesterday ( and its not even PMS) after hearing the news about her death and listening to her songs on the radio. Really. And my mum was so shocked too, both after hearing the news and seeing me cry it turns out that seriously, her songs did impact me more than I thought.



Just some of my favourites. Of course, I'm sure most people are familiar with the ones below, their like her classic hits. I'm not going to say I know ALL her songs but just these few songs alone makes me feel out of the world when I listen to them. Plus there is hardly any good singers out there these days GOSH it makes me so emotional to think that we can NEVER hear another voice like hers again.








"I Will Always Love You" and the world too to you, Whitney, we will always love you. I remembered when I was a kid, the first time I heard the song I tried singing along, holding my breath non stop....it totally became one of my karaoke favourite to sing in the bathroom.








And then there was "When You Believe". I knew the song from the Dreamworks movie "The Prince of Egypt" and the scene it was taken from was moving enough please! When Moses led them all to the promised land against all odds. I cried in the movie and hearing it again just makes me cry even harder. It's not one of Whitney's greatest hits and I don't care if the critics don't like it. I love it!








Finally, this. "One Moment in Time". They played it for the Olympics back then and the way she sang it was like breath-taking. Honestly, the whole set up, the crowd, her voice. It was perfect. Because nothing mattered at all, at that moment in time, its like everyone is all united, soaking up her awesomeness, and in a weird chessy moment loving the person next to you. That the power of her music.



So there. Whitney, we are saving all our love for you. 

Beer or milk?
Saturday, February 11, 2012 @ 2/11/2012 01:25:00 PM

Insomnia is a pain in the ass these days. I wake up grumpy and deprived of sleep and yet at night, my mind refuses to turn off. ITS CRAZY! I even wake up early to try and get my body to sleep early! Plus I don't take afternoon naps ZOMG!

And what does the Mind do at night when it can't switch off? Think of weird stuff...

Yingli's mind: Woohoo 11.30am and I am bright awake!
Yingli's body: Drop dead bitch.
Yingli's mind: So imagine when you get your results blah blah blah..
Yingli's body. SHUDDUP!
Yingli's mind: Then you try to apply for uni blah blah blah...What you going to wear to watch Wicked? Blah blah blah... *Calculate tuition fees mentally*
Yingli's body: I need to pee.

This went on for 2 hours.

So, after all this, I realize maybe drinking milk helps :D I mean after all isn't it the solution for insomnia? Warm milk?

Well of course my house didn't have warm milk so I ended up just drinking a carton of dubious cold milk from the fridge and eating Maggie Mee in the middle of the night! Talk about gaining weight extremely fast =.= and I was crouched on the sofa watching old seasons of How I Met Your Mother :D

Anyway, the next night, THE SAME THING HAPPENED!

This time, I am SO convinced! MILK HAVE NO EFFECT WHATSOEVER it just gives you smelly farts on the active mind. The next night was worse because now my Mind  think of even weirder stuff!

Yingli's mind: So do you think you can even get to uni?
Yingli's body: What the shit!
Yingli's mind: When you going to Ahma's house again? Plus, its time to try out that new top you brought at flea. What can you match with that? Do you plan to learn how to use eyeliner?
Yingli's subconscious mind/body: You dont even have the LINE to draw on?!?!
Yingli's mind: Good point. Also, are you confident of passing your BTE tomorrow? What time is it again?
Yingli's body: Fine. I'll just wake up and check. Maybe try out the top too.

And sure I did. That was like 1.15am in the night. I really couldn't bear to self torture myself again by listening to the Mind I woke up and this time I thought, "hey ALCOHOL might do the trick!"

The night was dark.
And hell did the wind blow,
Yet there stood me clad in pyjamas with beer ice-cold.

Pardon the lame poem. But yes after a few minutes of fiddling with the beer-opener I succeed and did some HongaBonga dance. Hey it was a satisfactory "Pop " and fizz.  What the hell am I saying?! You see a pattern developing? This time it was beer with CNY peanuts. And I don't even like NUTS?! I just wanted to have something to chew while watching disc two of the same season of How I Met Your Mother. -.- I cannot hate myself more than ever.

To all those who sleeps early for work how is it even a holiday?

P.S: I think on a whole, beer is slightly more helpful. Except it gives you smelly burps.
P.P.S: Also, on a saner note, I'm going to take off that embarassing poem. I also passed my BTE friends! YAY! On a first try 91%! I took extra care though answering the questions really really slowly haha but I do find it difficult! Not as easy as how other people made out to be! BTT on the day I am back from Taiwan ah!

Sat: New tuition at 3pm @Dunearn
Mon: Watching Wicked and buying Taiwan stuff.
Tues: 3-430 tuition, 530-830 also tuition. GAH ITS VALENTINE WHY?!
Wed: BBDC from 3.20pm till 6.55pm wish me luck for FTE!

Wednesday
Wednesday, February 8, 2012 @ 2/08/2012 11:25:00 PM

Every wondered why Wednesday is supposed to be called Wednesday? If yes leave me a comment. I'm curious. Wed-nes-day. Hmm.

Anyway today is super fun! I ate buffet (first time ever! to prepare, I starved myself the day before and after :D) with my CCA friends @ Heeren.


Gosh super full after that! I rushed for tuition ( to those who don't know yes my only source of work is tuition. I teach English if interested leave me a note haha ) not missing the days where I was studying hard for all those pointless Common Tests. Seriously all schools are having crazy tests this week. The post-CNY mood is definitely there. I teach 3 kids I should know. They all have the same crazed-eyes each time I go down for tuition these days HA!

Right then for also the FIRST time ever, I went to Jiayue house! GOSH my mum would love it there. They are SUPER neat! I love her room! Its like seriously showroom quality manz. My house is only nice now because of the renovation. Normally we actually only me live like pigs. Planning for the Taiwan trip I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED.

Wait that doesn't even express my excitement I AM SO EXCITED!

Trust Shimin to kill my buzz. She and her working life. (ok more on that next time... ) But here is a list of why I am anticipating THE trip:

  1. Dressing up for cold weather. (yes laugh all you want superficial but true.)
  2. Taking photos and experiencing Taipei. ( at first it was just a destination to me but now after all the research I've done its like FWAH!)
  3. Hearing Jiayue dirtiest secrets. (muahaha its a good opportunity man!)
  4. Hoping Shimin screws up. ( ok I know it sounds mean but honestly, little miss perfect has never been not perfect. Thats not normal. I mean I did a couple of silly stuff aka smash egg on forehead, lost arcade games to my sister, stuck Amath book between MRT doors.whatEver.)
  5. SHOPPING.
  6. EATING.
  7. Seeing my detailed plans move into action.
  8. Simply just enjoying a vacation with FRIENDS. ( another first ever!)
  9. Take photo with Jay Chou. ( it will come true.)  
  10. Have something to take my mind off March 2 Sobs Chem is going to kill me I swear. I know it. I can feel it. Sigh what done is done. I have no where to go. Emo..

See! There are so much to anticipate about! I even got my outfits planned out!

Leather Jacket x1
Trench coats x2 ( Magenta and White)
Staple Jeans x2 ( Blue and Grey )
Scarves x3 ( Red, White, Square)
Knitwear x3 ( Mango, H&M, tights)
Tops x4 ( Uniqlo, Collar, randomS)
Pyjamas set x3 (Because only got 3)
Lingerie x ?! (How many should I bring?)  

Only problem now is, CAN I FIT THEM ALL IN! That's excluding imaginary makeup, a pair of shoes and the tons of clothes I'm returning back with! Plus the weight of my luggage must add up to only 5kg! HOW?!

When there is a will there is a way!


my journey with fashion
@ 2/08/2012 12:11:00 AM

For those of you who don't know Mary Kate and Ashley, well seriously get a life. I mean they are honestly my greatest fashion idols :D Not even Kate Moss beats them. This is really random but one of these days I'm going to perfect my makeup skills and somehow look like them. No kidding. Remember the far away post about me learning make up a year ago? Well, it finally happened. I'm going into makeup for real (ok fine, I have too much time on my hands so what?! So go learn driving! Shut up stop talking to yourself!)


Anyway aren't the two of them fantastic? Super into fashion these days ever since I got out of my simple-clear-cut phase last month (I was forever decked in crisp white shirt, Uniqlo cuts and unisex-save-the-earth shit) :D its like my Secondary 2 days again! OMG I was so into Fashion when I was in Sec2 (14yrs old me) I could literally list out the labels, designers, collection etc...No doubt my results plunged Wait actually just Maths LOL after my intensive loss of interest in them BUT hey I saved myself during the finals hehehee. I mean I was so mesmerised about "finding your own style", "living a fashionista life" stuff that knowing the latest Marc Jacobs ad/ imitating Aggy was like basic Science knowledge and survior skills to me.

So anyway I phased out after that and went to a more Cinematic vibe. I was all about Films after fashion. Hitchcock, Brunel, Wong Kar Wai, Francis Ford Coppola, you name it. I watched it. HAHA seriously, I even borrowed tons of books about films plus can quote most of the iconic film lines ever. Rosebud. This was also partly because my "fashionista" life left me penniless ( I spent all my money on the Obvious plus fashion magazines are expensive even more now that Borders is closed) and what's the closer alternative to the glitz and glamour? Film. The Trenchcoat, cigars, RayBans, black and white style. Oh, I also found my love for Jazz Music somewhere around that time too. What A Wonderful World anyone? But not digressing to my Music Journey ( Lol Pop to Jpop to Chinese to Oldies to really Chinese-Oldies to Classical to Jazz to Kpop to K-Indie...omfg the list can go on)

Then finally! Ever since then, I moved on to the more Literature spirit aka don't care what you wear as long as you have the 'ttude ( yes spelled like that) becaue film and literature were so closely linked, I devoured the Classics (Austen, Dickens..), Indie ? (Chbosky, Egan..), Awardwinning ( Barnes, Coetzee..), Jap/Indian lit (Murakami, long indian author names that I cannot spell and cannot recall) so on. The love for books was always there already but the year when I got my first bookstore card, FWAH it was like VROM! all the books just came pouring in.

SO now we come to a full cycle! I like dressing up again ( probably have to do with the Taiwan Trip I keep FANTASIZNG seriously, I dont fantasize about guys I fantasize about outfits+makeup that I'll bring there. I'm going to die alone. ) But this time its slightly different from the 14year old me. Of course with age comes wisdom MUAHAHAA I think(?) I know for sure what DON'T suits me, what I like, what makes me looks old etc... Having a flea market gives me a clearer view of my style ( I sold some stuff with no regrets AT ALL its like WTH are they doing in here anyway?) so

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SHOP ON !
(And hopefully still have some money to buy clothes in Taiwan)

Sup?
Monday, February 6, 2012 @ 2/06/2012 01:58:00 PM

Richmond Park

Yes, I know the wait is over! I am out from the "rock". Seriously. Coming back with double the photos and ramblings so don't forget me friends!

I have weathered so much hence, plenty of stuff to blog about. Plus, with Taiwan trip coming up, Valentine's Day and my awesome life ( who's not working?!) you just cant live without the madhatter :D

xoxo

Creative Director: Paola Erazún
Photographer: Raul Cordoba