I can believe that I'm 16 yet why is the Earth's still spinning? It should have stopped for me. (You wish) I woke up at friggin 4am to chiong my Geography and yet ultimately got high listening to MJ music. I can even pose like him!

HAHA BUT IM FEELING MORE OPTIMISTIC THAN EVER! Despite the fact that there is no celebration nor cake, I feel truly happy! Honestly. When I was 12, I used to imagine that 16 was going to be a crazy part of my life, NOW THAT IM 16 I feel that 21 should be the start of my crazy life. (Note: I have no idea what I'm talking about. Just blabbing)

What craziest things I've done in the 16 years of my life :

• Drank ice tea mixed with Heineken and tobacco sauce
• Stick out my tongue at random unknown person
• Pick up dancing for more than a year
• Tried to sucker punch somebody but didn't anticipate that they will dodged. (Failure fight)
• Traumatise little irritating kids
• Traumatise MRT passengers
• Act lesbian
• Know the meaning of a twink. ( dont go find out)

What I'm proud about after 16 years:

• Knowing my friends of course!
• My long hair
• Travel to one place to another without getting lost/confused/calling Zoey for navigation
• Talking to strangers
• Being a literature student ( the only subject I can tolerate nowadays)
• My long hair
• My loooong hair
• ( ok i should stop here)

Er RANDOM NOTE : I want to go see Steve Mcurry ( sp?) exhibition do you know where is it? Plus the mona lisa exhitbition too!

On a side note, since I'm 16 now, I plan to:

• Continue dancing!! YANPING YOU WIN.
• Learn a language
• Do something to make my hair look better
• Play badminton on saturdays/ sundays (MY DARLING PARTNER REMEMBER!) or any form of exercise that enable me to
• Grow taller
• Grow thinner ( ITS POSSIBLE)
• Get $$ to fund my above plans ( but have no ideas yet)

But all these are long term plans for the short terms ones are dead depressing as they consists of something along the lines of studying. EW.

Thank you for the well wishes! (from various people through sms to facebook to verbal) and dodobird for the gift. It was unexpected.

2 more days to end of exams!

2 more days to trixy birthday!

3 more days till Chinese 'O's

4 more days to shopping!

16 more days to the biggest event of the year :D:D

Bring it on! I am left with a lot more papers before I'm done.

Sigh Chemistry sucks big time. Lucky literature was The Tell Tale Heart which is something I read before from Edgar Allen Poe ( although I cant stand him). Irregardless, knowing the book does not help the tiniest bit and so does my writing speed. (ok maybe for the tininiest bit it did ...) My heart was pumping as prominently like the speaker's at the later parts of the prose ( to those who read the book)...

GAH! What am I doing here??! I left 6 hours to finish the whole of my Sec 4 Human Geography.. Are you out of your goddamn mind!? Sheeez... maybe I shall type fast... As its raining over here now once again my balcony looks prettier than ever plus my dream like state is returning who knows, I may even end up doing poetry!!!

I am 16 going on 17
Baby my world gonna be fine
Yet now its raining
And Im stuck with Geography
How will I ever survive?

(must hum in tune to the Sound of Music's 16 going on 17)

I am so not a discipline person. Have a theory on surviving, giving up and dying which I will type more on in the later posts.!!! Its a rather BRILLIANT theory of mine ok? So look forward to it!

Note: Zoey if I get a2 for geography I will jump for joy and you own me a treat? just like why I own vivien chua champange and why vivien chua own people abalone and shark fins ( heard from jiayue LOL)

This is going to be a rather long post. Had a rather shitty day today after my Amaths paper, I never felt angrier than ever at my own stupidity. But I would like to sent my condolences first to none other than the KING OF POP. ( BTW the first part would be mainly on him, so skipped if you don't want to hear about him)it) Michael Jackson had just been announced dead today and obviously, I felt tremendously shocked and upset. Heard it over the radio when coming to school and I knew it was going to be a bad start... ROAR.

( One of his best selling album, Thriller)

Before the Jacko turned slightly Wacko ( with his bleaching of skin, nose surgery and court cases) I must admit I did listen and like a few of his songs.( LIKE WHO HASN'T, Beat It AND Thriller was crazily addictive !) After all the moonwalk is something I really really, wanted to learn when I attended dance lessons last 2 years ago. He was iconic, but sadly left alittle too soon. Unlike other singers, Michael Jackson was not really my type so I won't totally know all his songs but he did made an IMPACT ( and plenty of money) in the musical world so definitely earning my respect :D.

I think the fact that was his life was rather (how should I put it) complicated to begin with. Compared to those wanna-be, his childhood and heavily scrutinised life was fitting for the entertainment industry. It was like he was MEANT to do something BIG.

( Talk about defying gravity)

Check list :

1. Childhood abuse ( check!)
2. Raw real talent ( check!)
3. Rags to riches story ( check ! )
4. Cool slick striking dance move ( check!)
5. Theme park of his own ( check!)
6. Controversial issues more than 5 ( check!)
7. Unique face features ( DUH! check!)

In the end, MJ despite all the money earned, well, is still human. Death caught up with him and he just cant "beat it". To me, the only time I really see him as a sensational singer was when he's up on stage, that when I think he felt truly alive.

RIP MJ ! (Look at this astonishing MV from his music.. Quite intriguing as the gansta start dancin) Go : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkGOiS75Lwk&feature=related I cant put it up here due to restrictions.

On a happier note, there are some movies up looking forward to! The first is HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!!! ( P.s I cant find any nice move poster on it yet so no pictures.)

Ever since the series of books ended I've have bee non stop reading and re reading , re re reading again and again and again ( get the picture?) SO OF COURSE I WANNA GO WATCH THE FILM not as good as the book but no other choice is there?

Also, Alice in Wonderland is about to be made in film. Tim Burton ( the guy who brought us Charlie and Chocolate Factory and Corpse Bride ) is gonna direct it ! And guess who's acting JOHNNY DEPP !! FWAH I miss his Captain Jack Sparrow days!!! Savvy?

Finally, I want to watch UP. Disney Pixar film, call me childish but I think its quite worth watching!

And there it goes.

Listening to "Con Te Partiro" (bet it sounds cheem here but the english version actually " Time To Say Goodbye" ) FWAH I bet you hear it before, just that the italian version sounds much more grand-like!

HEY MAYBE TRIXY WE SHOULD GO LEARN ITALIAN INSTEAD OF FRENCH? *slaps mental self*

ok but anyways, need to focus now on amaths! By the way my house is infested with 小强 (cockroach) ！！！！！Look what happened when I was at my most vulnerable state!

Me :" 老妈！快点来got 小强!!!”( take note I was bathing and clutching onto the shower and towels..!)

Mother: " 你不会自己抓 meh　你是大强！”

I totally gave her the WTH look. Her joke was not funny and I was serious desperate not to mention semi-nude. ROAR !

2 down!

P.S I can't believe myself, I actually log in to facebook because of vanity.. ( Won't tell you exactly what cos I'm sure it would sound darn bimbotic. )

I WANT A TIME MACHINE!

Yeah you wish. A time turner would do fine too.

The June holidays has ende officially today. :( Time really is a bit cruel. It felt like just yesterday when it was Clean and Green Day and Kaimin was smoothing the front door while I blurly kicked the bucket. ( note: not figurative sense of course! I literally kicked the bucket of dirty water by accident)

( the sharp difference)

BUT ITS NOT ANY APPLE seriously, the apple is SUMO SIZE. I never seen such a gigantic apple before, the sheer size of it looked rather comical! It cant even fit in to a plastic container...

Anyways can you guess another object?

( TADA!)

BUT WAIT dont get me wrong...! ITs actually marshmallows inside LOL my cousin threw one pack at me and intially and well I dodged la. !

HEHE :D Yingli is feeling quite proud today!
Even though I've stopped playing badminton like for 3months?! my standard is surprisingly good! ( Not that I'm boasting but oddly I could play with people twice my age rather well !)
I am surprised! Even by myself! But thats not what I'm proud of, the fact that my losing weight regime seems to take a change is making me feel happy! Ok maybe its the exercise, people who says that keeping fit makes a person :D its true ! ROAR!

On a side note, after badminton I continued to proceed with cycling with my crazy cousins!! FWAH! Lets hope I won't meet up with any cramps tomorrow....

On a sidder note THE RESILIENCE IS ON! More than a week has past!

Studying geography now... sigh really miss my 老爸, during the evening while watching Finding Nemo until damn EMO ( hey it rhymes!) can, first time I celebrate Father's Day without my dad here :( :(
BUT NAIR MIND! OUR HEART IS WITH YOU ( lol )

I realise I shoud dedicate all my facebook time to runnning that way, I will be my ideal weight on prom night ;)
GO GO JIAYOU!

Here is a list of Yingli 's To Do List :

• Study geography
• Draw the diagrams
• Study Chemistry
• Practise Amaths and Emaths
• Improve her English
• Memorise Chemistry notes
• Memorise Plate Tectonics Diagrams
• Run at least 15 mins
• Study even more for Mid Years
• Study till mad for Os.
• Get a life.

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don't have any kids yourself.

- Phillip Larkin

I am a total sucker for useless clothes. Honestly. My wardrobe is completely filled with ridiculous outfits that can only be worn unless our little island rains or is extremely cold. However, I appeared not to realise this until today as I went studying with stick-thin Esther (CHAIRMAN). Knowing that she is going to turn out looking rather over-top ( as in compared to my other friends mah :D ) I decided to ( let me quote her words) "make a FASH statement" too!

That was when I realise my wardrobe has like so much more choice of clothes to wear during cold weather!!!Therefore, here is the list of outfits which varies with the weather- you will be surprised by the drastic change or even clothes that I actually owned:


1. Blouse + Jeans + Sneakers = Bright shiny morning

2. Floral Dress + Flats = Nearing hot afternoon

3. Trench!!! + Maryjanes = RAIN!!

4. Trench!! + Scarf + Maryjanes = As the rain became heavier...

5. Jacket + Random top + Skirt + Heels = WHEN RAIN SUDDENLY STOP!

FWAH ! ! I was so miserable when the rain stopped :( meaning that I can't wear my trench, ooooh no more mysterious feel *Slap myself* ( like duh or else everyone would see me as a freak! )

Guess what Chairman turned up in?

Leather Jacket + Shiny Pants + Sneakers + Very cool T-shirt. WOW. Considering what I wore, (JUST CONSIDERING WHAT I WORE) I mentally felt like we dressed like a lesbian couple! SERIOUS! But who cares! I thought we both looked rather cool!

Anyways the holidays are ending like ending !! :( I would definitely missed sleeping late, eating breakfast with twice the amount of time I usually do and BIG BANG!)

OH and wanted to share we you people something that got me laughing non stop when Dodogo! showed me the video.



The dancing was quite *cough* well done but that is because there were so many backup dancers or so I thought until I realised they were all members of a band! HOW TO SPLIT THEIR PAYCHECK ? Plus there was some quite fat looking guy leh! How come can be in idol group? *faint* But anyway the song was VERY funny like tacky kind! Tried imitating their moves and I decided that Wondergirls dance move was easier.

11 more days to somebody's birthday!

HINT HINT.

At the meanwhile: Happy Birthday Yue Ru!

"Live like you never dance and dance like you never lived!"

Happy Birthday Belinda !

"Wishing you never ending joy in your sweet sixteen!"

I brought you something!

ROAR now that I got my archives, I realise there are SUPER ALOT of advertisements pop up occuring on my blog. how to remove them? NEED HELP.

Note: my post feels like a twitter.. but until I fixed everything I feel quite :" to post

Where did all my previous posts disappear to? NEED HELP.

is great! ( unless you are a cavewoman..) ROAR! its been a long time since I've used facebook! Believe it or not, its worse than have mosquito bite on your ass. But IVE SURVIVED.

Yesterday while using computer, I realise other than blogging and msn I didnt do anything else!
Here my conversation with shimin:

ME: I'm bored
Shimin: Have you studied ?
ME: ..Erm
ME: Have you?
Shimin : No. What are you doing then.
ME: Giving you my fullest attention in this conversation
Shimin: * is typing a reply* -no reply-

How many people know where Queenstown Stadium is? *10 hands raised*
How many know how to enter the road along there and furthur in? *6 hands raised*
How many people know there is a market there? *4 hands raised*

HAHA :D to those people who doesn't know there is a hawker centre there so please go explore especially during the Sundays mornings. Confirm can find me there ! We never fail to go there one lorh! My grandmother stall has just reopened! OK let me give you a bit of back story first : every since I was born my family has gone to that Mei Ling Street Hawker Centre there every Sundays mornings to help out :D because my grandmother worked there. However last year gahmen wanted to upgrade it and hence my ah ma stopped working for about 18 months .

BUT YESTERDAY, she reopened HAHAHA the waves of nostalgia again! and I get to meet my fav cousins once more! I happily when there to help clean plates/fried eggs/ eat nasi lemak again! FWAH you know, ever since she stopped working in her nasi lemak store, I stopped eating nasi lemak LEH! like for real! Even if I happened to eat, its not I order one!

万岁 the reopening!

I wasted my entire day and is now feeling extremely pissed. For i could have been studying instead. Really had to slap myself for poor judgements.

Sigh, my dad had just flew to China/HK which I really disapproved and protested heavily ( it was ignored ) because the H1N1 virus is quite serious over there . ROAR just hope he is fine and can come back asap... SNIFF.

and I'm not even celebrating Father's Day with him. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

PAPA I MISS YOU ROAR WHY U GO THERE!?

My mother on the other hand ( i know i didn't use on one hand but who cares!) is trying to break her record of Mahjong marathon i suppose, now that the MAN is not at home =.=...

On a side note, :
It's been a exactly 26 hours since I not used facebook. ROCK ON! and I'm alive and kicking! Jasmine, I sent you my most sincere apologies : I cannot log in and add you as friend. BUT DO NOT FRET our friendship do not need my online confirmation, as it is way more deeper, more meaningful and more environmentally friendly (does not make sense I know.) than a click of a button that says : Add Jas as friend.



THE RESILIENCE IS ON.

Source: The Lamp

Thus I pledge right now, right here at this significant moment of 7.42 pm , June 13, I would officially start my abstinence against facebook. My only times spent on computer is just mainly on our school website, google and blogger.



THE RESILIENCE STARTS NOW.

Note: to people who wants to join me in this monumental and meaningful strike please show your support! It's greatly welcomed!

( ok I am very lame... but its true :D)

:D my mum decided to go on a shopping spree. It was like on a totally random impulsive action. She herself gotten high and even brought us to watch Angels and Demons !

We spent like a lot ( note : it does not help that I'm so naturally drawn to useless things - we saw slippers going on for $10 in MUJI and I wanted to grabbed and go for no apparent reasons.)

"Maybe what I'm saying is, is the world might be evolving the way a person evolves. Right? Like, I mean, me for example. Am I getting worse? Am I improving? I don't know. When I was younger, I was healthier, but I was, uh, whacked with insecurity, you know? Now I'm older and my problems are deeper, but I'm more equipped to handle them."

- Jesse from Before Sunset.

Well, actually this post is all on quite geek related stuff . The first is regarding some thing called the Big Bang (no this is not the Korean Band or the evolution thingy) its this rather cool TV show that D.D ( dodobird for short) told me to watch.


( as you gathered that much mediacorp is'nt playing it like in another 1 00 years so just go youtube and watch..)



Surprisingly it was quite nice ! The story is about 2 geeky middle aged guys who just spent their free time creating mathematical formulas or discussing science theories. So basically the funny part of the show is that although both the characters has super high IQ ( like really high those kind -the way they talk is quite laughable already ) , they cant really survive or interact with normal people which kinda makes them plain stupid ( like lack of common sense ) :D




Anyway due to the fact that I'm CHIONGing homework, I dont really have any time to watch it so I'm promoting it to people who are so darn free (FWAH SO JEALOUS !!!) Argh the homework is like never ending although my amaths is completed but emaths is like on and on and on . Spent the whole day with trixy in queenstown library and completed 2 paper 1 of emaths :D quite impressive !



( I thought I would not do anything can... there is one whole list of factors that distracted me! I shall list them all :D:D:D - ok my break given to myslef aBIT long ...)





1. Some stupid people keep shaking their pen making this incessant TIK-TAK-TIK-TAK sound!! like wth?! some more they shook like quite a lot of times throughout my emaths paper lorh!



2. Waffles ( go to trixy blog to see! she kept getting so into it 0.0- makes me feel hungry for nothing...)



3. Medicated oil ( that was for a short while only but :D i was distracted )



4. Baby boy / Blangadash workers ( according to trixy they were spying on us?)



5. Funny laughter emmitting from none other than trixy herself



FWAH ( this has become my iconic expression! yehchi totally ripped me off.. ) I was stunned that I could complete the papers :D although wasted quite a lot of Trixy's semi broken correction tape. but still quite productive !



BTW if you are wondering what she did there, the answer is that SHE HAS NO MUCH HW TO DO! SHE LIKE FINISH EVERYTHING !!! TOTALLY MAKE ME SO ENVIOUS !! ROAR!



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ON A WHOLE SEPERATE SCIENCE RELATED TOPIC : I WANT GO SCIENCE CENTRE!





Note to the CIP fantic ( who else but TRIXY LOL... forgot to mention another distraction was that she kept asking me to join her in science centre! why? I am a good enough citizen already... ): I AM NOT HEADING THERE TO GET CIP HOURS LIKE =.=





:D:D I want to go see the Da Vinci Exhitbition! ROAR! Hahahaha but I have a feeling that no one is interested in such things other than myself... so I probably drag Zoey if she fine with it.. HOWEVER if by any slim chance got people want see the exhitbitsion too must tell me!! GO TOGETHER! I think the Mona Lisa painting damn cool !

see I shall leave the website here for people to click and be mesmerised and decide to join me!
http://www.davincithegenius.com/singapore/ GO !

OK going back to emaths now! :D

I failed!! I cant possibly complete all my homework before the first week :( :( :(:( :( :(

I still left 1/2 of amaths homework and all emaths that is not in the papers (which means prelim book and green assessment book )

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

oh shit and chemistry!!! FWAH WHAT AM I GONNA DO!!!

PLUS : to make matters worse I feel like I've been not losing any weight yet!!! Despite running ?!! what is wrong with me!! ROAR! So angry now.. and watching Ong Bak fight on television makes me feel like punching something too!! *punches furiously on orange squashy pillows*

SNIFF I NEED TO COMPLETE ALL BY MONDAY!! ITS A VOW!! Shimin if you are reading this now, you are my witness!

Saturday doesn't feel like Saturday. At times when you have school on Monday- Friday, weekdays just feeeel soooo good. But now during the holidays I can't really distinguish weekends from weekdays.

To me, the only days I'm well aware of is Wednesday which is PROJECT RUNWAY DAYS DUH!

Irregardless, I was doing Amaths with Kristy before she decided to leave me for her BBQ and in less than 1hrs of studying, I was alone. In Starbucks. Yet I still managed to complete 1/4 of the homework before leaving :D

That was when the feeling struck! (note: yingli being melodramatic here)
Ok, you know sometimes when you are out and you have this odd feeling that you are going to bump into some people? Well I had it! and met 4 randomest people on my way home ...

In order:

1. Vivien Chua : Met her just as I missed my train on the platform.( saw it zooming away even after I ran like mad ) Made a silly pose infront of her.

2. Zoey ( not our class one, the notorious one) Saw her in the train all dressed in black. Tried not to have eyecontact. No conversation of course.

3. Yuebin and Nicolette: Met them in bus stop, uttered 2 idiotic lines and saw 186 from the distance, had a chopped conversation.

Well my journey home was sure more eventful :D

The tittle of my blog right now is the complete opposite of how I'm feeling..

What I've done the whole day was listening to the radio, disturbing people and getting angry at random stuff like electronic calculator. (ROAR thanks to Trixy I realised I was in radian mode by accident + needed to repress everything!!) LUCKY for me while I was out there fuming, I smsed YehChi who surprisingly replied and encouraged me! :D:D YAY so cute of you :D because I thought my messages were rather pointless

Irregardless, I doubt my day is going to get any more interesting. There is no Project Runway to look forward too :( & to make matters worse, my house is currently under renovation. Gross. I think I shall just go run now.

Ok we just have to make ado for now until I get some Pro to do touch upl, which I cant.. :D
HAHA I'm so proud of myself! I stop being lazy and revive a blog ( to the people who kept pestering me *cough* KRISTY *cough*... although I bet its gonna be dead sooon but thats not the point.

The fact that at least during the holidays there would be something! HAHA I hope..

Cant talk much now Project Runway is on! ROAR! CHRISTIAN is here as guest judge!! WHOOO! Pardon any language error as my eyes are glued to the TV screen.

THIS AVANT GARDE EPISODE ROX!

UPDATE: HAHA The designers I disliked was eliminated!! Ok i should sleep now.. its 2.30am as I type this.

ROAR IM ALIVE...ok i need more editing on this blog the fonts are bloody small...